PayPay. Girl. In response to your post about how your life has sucked these past few months...
GIRLFACE! You met me, you are hanging with kelsie and Mia. You have little baby Vaughn. And You're generally adorable (and have a nice butt >;D).
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For the past two months if felt as though my life has no direction meaning or substance. My timing is wrong and I’m not important to my fellow humans if not an inconvenience. I feel like I’m a one dimensional object passing through just letting it happen. I’m sad a lot. It sucks being sad, to say the least. Today I went to Tampa, far from where I knew how to get home and felt a scene of joy that I last felt at Rainbow Spring. I need to be away from all I know, to develop my internal happiness. High School needs to be over, Publix needs to fire me. I need to be in college out of state in an internal investigation. My mind is telling me iv lost all i used to be because of fear. I long for the acceptance of others and subconsciously convert to my peers. Or so I think.
I just wanted to let you know how precious you are to me. Thanks for always being so kind hearted and loving. You’re one of the most self-less persons I have ever met, you’ve impacted my life in more ways than you could ever know, and you deserve to have nothing but the best in life. You’ve supported me when I was at my best, and held me together when I was quite literally falling apart. Even with all the years we have behind our friendship I still manage to find a deeper appreciation for your existence. I don’t know how you do it all, but I greatly admire you and how much you care so much for those around you. You’re Godsent for all of us, Patience. I love you so much.